Friday, May 13, 2005

Turning Fifty


Peace and blessings from an old head I say old head cause I ain’t dead...Not yet, least I forget
all my friends who didn’t make it this far wherever they are…So, I’m blessed to still be alive. Talk was I wouldn’t live past 25. I’ve been through hell and back again. I’m so old I remember when…Movies only cost 50 cents to get in.
The projects were a nice place to live and the corner store would sometimes give your mom some credit when things were tight, they didn’t sweat the loot, just tried to do right. When everybody played outside all day with no videos to watch or X-Boxes to play. When street fights ended with the shake of a hand and shooting someone didn’t make you a man. When learning to dress was really cool and nobody wore baggy pants to school. We sang on the corners all night long harmonizing to the latest doo-wop song. We respected the old folks and stayed in our place because if you didn’t you’d get slapped in the face. I remember when James Brown was king! and you could always do your thing. When the Isley Bros. sang “Twist & Shout” and on Friday nights, everybody went out.
To Sunday School you HAD to go, Saturday night didn’t matter you couldn’t say no. If you called a girl a bitch, you better run fast or fight! Now, it’s in the songs they listen to every night. I remember the world before crack came around and turned our whole community upside down!
Drive-in movies, Cracker Jack prizes and cherry Sno-Cones. Chuck Taylor’s, and Shrimp Boat fish with no bones. Tricky Dick Nixon and the Viet Nam war. Partying, smoking reefer and trying to score. When we all LOVED being black and another brother you'd never attack.
But, now I’m fifty and I’ve had to chill. Sit back, relax and pay the bill, for all the fun I’ve had in the past. Those good times don’t always last. But I’m glad to do it, I would change nothing at all. It’s been a great run, I’ve had a ball. I would love to have another fifty years to spend with my family and all my peers. But I'll just celebrate today and thank God for showing me the way...

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

My Day


today, I passed a liquor store
and didn’t stick it up
I really wanted to make a score
but jail’s a bitter cup

today I saw a lady
whose purse I didn’t snatch
I know it sounds real shady
but those marks I used to catch

today I passed the dope man
and didn’t even stop
I used to always have a plan
on when and where to cop

I guess you’re asking why
I’m spitting about my struggle
I’m just trying not to cry
while doing the “right/wrong” juggle

I know it must seem dumb to you
this plight I have to bear
but if I don’t be honest and true
the guilt I’ll always wear

you see, I’ve lived a horrid past
and day to day I try
not to take that fatal blast
cause if I do, I’ll die

So, tomorrow I’ll try again
another chance to do it right
I’m learning to be my own best friend
and win this hard-assed fight


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